{"id":12996,"date":"2014-11-07T17:35:33","date_gmt":"2014-11-07T22:35:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.irawagler.com\/?p=12996"},"modified":"2014-11-17T18:54:41","modified_gmt":"2014-11-17T23:54:41","slug":"at-dusk-in-winter-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.irawagler.com\/?p=12996","title":{"rendered":"At Dusk in Winter…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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To lose the earth you know, for greater knowing;
\nto lose the life you have, for greater life; to
\nleave the friends you loved, for greater loving;
\nto find a land more kind than home, more large
\nthan earth—-<\/p>\n

—Thomas Wolfe
\n_____________<\/p>\n

We almost lost him, back last summer, when I was on that road trip. From that serious infection he got in his leg, right after Abby\u2019s funeral. And just that close, he was gone. But the doctors managed to bring him back, calm down the raging infection. And within a week or so, he was released. He gained some strength back. And they went up to see him, many of my siblings, from wherever they lived all around this country. And always, the question came dribbling back. Mixed with scolding, from my sisters. When is Ira coming? Ira, you need to go see your Dad. And that\u2019s why I hit the road last weekend for Aylmer, to go and visit my father. <\/p>\n

I had to go, at some point, I knew. And I wanted to go, too. But still, it was easy to kind of push it off, push it back. He\u2019s improved, in his health, since July. When he got out of the hospital, he was totally bedridden. He couldn\u2019t get up, or walk. He could barely sit up in bed. And then he had a stroke, to top it all off. That almost did him in. But he survived. And that close, I went up to see him, back when all that was coming down. But as each day passed, the news came. He\u2019s getting stronger. He\u2019s going home. And it wasn\u2019t really something I wanted to see, my father as helpless as a baby.<\/p>\n

My brother Steve stopped by to see him, when he was helpless like that. And it shook him up a bit. He told me, when he got back. \u201cHe\u2019s weak. I fed him. Fed him with a spoon. It\u2019s a pretty shocking thing, to see your Dad in such a state as that. It\u2019s a shocking thing, to feed your father with a spoon.\u201d And I couldn\u2019t imagine what that would have been like, to do that. That\u2019s why I shrank from going up, right then. <\/p>\n

I figured to make it up there, maybe in late September. But that month just swept right by, what with Beach Week and all. And then I said, October. And that month slipped right by, too. And Dad kept right on improving, from what I heard. Well, improving from where he\u2019d been. Still, he was real weak, they said. It was all he could do to make a loop around the house, with a walker. But still, that was a lot better than lying flat on your back, in bed, all the time. And getting spoon-fed by your children and grandchildren. <\/p>\n

The nice Enterprise man let me down a bit, when I stopped by to pick up my car, on Thursday after work. \u201cNo Charger on the lot,\u201d he told me when I asked. All right, then, I said. I\u2019ll just take the car I reserved. He went out and brought up a little white Ford Focus. Good grief, that\u2019s a tiny thing, I thought. The car would surprise me very nicely on the road, though. It had plenty of zip, and to my amazement, plenty of head room for a guy like me. I\u2019ll hand it to the Enterprise guy behind the counter in the New Holland office. He\u2019s pretty smooth. He always slips it in, when we\u2019re out there, and he\u2019s handing over the keys. \u201cWe have some very good insurance options, here,\u201d he always just kind of slides it in. I always laugh and tell him he\u2019s good. But nah, I got insurance from my truck. It transfers over. He shrugs and looks sheepish. And he always does the same thing the next time. <\/p>\n

I hit the road the next morning around eight. Like I said, the little car had some kick. It\u2019s always a struggle, for me, to figure out two things on a new rental car. The radio, and the cruise control. The radio panel looks like the control panel of a rocket ship. No dials, all buttons. I punched and poked around, trying to figure out how it all worked. And the cruise control took about fifty miles to figure out. Yeah, I guess I could just have looked at the instruction book in the glove box. But I never do that. I figure it out on my own, or I don\u2019t, right while I\u2019m driving. <\/p>\n

It\u2019s a long old drag, up there to Aylmer. Right at nine hours, usually. Depends on how long you get held up at the border. And I thought about it, as the Focus slipped along. I was going to see Dad. He was in way better shape than he had been, a few weeks back. Every day, he takes a few turns around the house with his walker. So he had improved, some. And I thought, how do you look at it all? How do you deal with it, what your father was or was not to you? Who actually speaks honestly of such a thing, at such a time as this? When it\u2019s dusk in winter, like this? How do you look back? What do you hold on to and what do you let go? Because it\u2019s a pretty heavy thing to speak of, if you\u2019re honest. It\u2019s a pretty heavy thing.<\/p>\n

My father was a giant among his people. A man with a vision, striding through life, proclaiming his message of righteousness as he saw it. Boldly, he went where no one had ever gone before, from his people. A giant on the land. The thing about giants, though, is that they leave a lot of damage behind them, as they\u2019re striding along, proclaiming their visions. That\u2019s just how it works, with giants. And my father left a lot of damage in his wake. A lot of wounds, buried in the dust and rubble, back there. The wounds of his family. His wife. And the wounds of all his children. <\/p>\n

What do you say at the dusk of your father\u2019s life, looking back? I wasn\u2019t sure. But I was heading up to see the man whose blessing I have craved more than any other\u2019s. And I thought of the times I had approached him, asking for a blessing. Over and over, throughout the years. Especially that one time, only a few years after I left. And how he had turned away, cold. Come home, and be the person you should be, and then I\u2019ll bless you. Not his exact words. But still, his answer. I thought of how devastated I had been, over and over. And how I had finally given up. Given up, asking. <\/p>\n

Through upstate New York the little Focus zipped, then, approaching Buffalo. Then, the border. I\u2019ve never had that many problems with Canadian border guards. They always seem pretty cool. But what with those false flag \u201cterrorist\u201d attacks they just had up there, I didn\u2019t know. They might be a little jittery, I figured. The guy was courteous enough. Nope, I got nothing to declare, I said. I have a few books along, to give as gifts. I always take a dozen copies of my book with me when I travel. \u201cWhat\u2019s the value of those books?\u201d he asked. Ah, come on, I thought. Next thing, I\u2019ll have to show them to you. Oh, well, if he made me show him, I might be able to bribe him with a copy. Oh, a hundred dollars\u2019 worth, or so, I said. He waved me through, and I never got a chance to tell him I wrote a book. Which was all just fine by me. <\/p>\n

The second I crossed into Canada, here came the rain. Seems like it\u2019s always dreary when I get up here, I thought. I drove along, and the rain came down, intermittently. And by late afternoon, I was pulling into the Comfort Inn, in St. Thomas. I checked in. The place is getting downright familiar. It\u2019s where we all stayed last April, for Mom\u2019s funeral. I dropped my bag in the room, and made sure I had a connection with my iPad, on the internet. Then I headed out, for my sister Rosemary\u2019s place. Drove right down the main drag of Old Aylmer. The main road, where all the important people lived, way back. And it was strange, driving along. The landscape, all of it, barely registers as the place of my childhood, anymore. <\/p>\n

Rosemary\u2019s husband, Joe Gascho, was working outside in the rain when I pulled in. He walked over, smiling, and greeted me. He was surprised. Didn\u2019t you get the message that I\u2019m coming? I asked. He shook his head. \u201cNo one told us, but that\u2019s alright.\u201d Edna came strolling by about right then. And they told me. Rosemary was up in Maine, visiting her daughter, Laura, and her husband, Raymond Eicher and their family. A van load of people had gone up for the week. She would be home late the next day. Well. I was a little perturbed. But it was what it was. And I asked. Is it OK if I stop in and see Dad, yet, tonight? Or doesn\u2019t he take company this late? \u201cNo, that should be alright,\u201d Joe told me. \u201cHe\u2019s staying over at Simons.\u201d I chatted a bit more, than headed over to Simon\u2019s home on the southwest edge of the Aylmer settlement. <\/p>\n

I pulled into the long drive that led back to my nephew Simon Gascho\u2019s farm. He\u2019s Joe and Rosemary\u2019s oldest son. He and his wife, Kathleen, have a nice large family. And a house that isn\u2019t all that big, either. But somehow, they offered to take Dad in for a while. He had been staying over at the home of my niece, Eunice, and her husband, David Swartzentruber. Over at the east end. And they kept him, when he was all helpless. Lying there in bed. For a few months, they did. And then Simon took some of that pressure off. He asked Dad if he\u2019d like to come and stay with his family. This kind of thing doesn\u2019t happen much, in today\u2019s world, outside the Amish. There\u2019s no question that you\u2019ll be cared for. And you have people asking you to come stay with them in their home, when you can offer nothing. Nothing but continuous and daily care. And still, they\u2019ll ask you. Come stay with us.<\/p>\n

I parked the car on the gravel drive. A dog barked savagely as I got out of the car. Over by the house, little children hovered, whispering to each other. I got out. Ah, calm down, I said to the dog. And I asked the children. Is your Dad home? I\u2019m here to see my Dad. They fluttered into the house. And by the time I got to the inner door, Kathleen met me, smiling. I\u2019m Ira, I said. I\u2019m here to see Dad. Didn\u2019t you get the message? <\/p>\n

They had not gotten the message. But she welcomed me in. I walked into the kitchen. And over around the left, there was the room Dad was staying in. I walked in. And there he sat, on a wheelchair. Dad. On a wheelchair, his legs stretched out, on the leg rests. An old man, a shrunken man, a weak man, with a tired and broken face. I walked up to him. He peered at me. Dad, I said. I reached out my hand. He smiled. And he took my hand. \u201cIra,\u201d he said. \u201cIs that you?\u201d<\/p>\n

Yes. It\u2019s me, I said. I thought I had sent a message, that I was coming. He welcomed me joyfully. And I pulled up a chair, and we sat there and talked. Me and Dad. <\/p>\n

He\u2019s been doing pretty well, he told me when I asked. They moved him over here from Eunice\u2019s place, just this week. And he got to telling me, all of what he had going on. He was all busy, writing. The second volume of his memoirs, that was just published this past week. \u201cMy Stretch in the Service.\u201d And no, he didn\u2019t have a hard copy to give me. He didn\u2019t have any, yet. But he\u2019d send me one. And we talked. Are you typing again? I asked. \u201cOh, yes,\u201d he said, proudly. Can you show me? I asked. And he pulled his wheelchair right up into the table. Set his fingers on the typewriter. And he typed it out. Slowly, it was a far cry from all that frantic typing I heard, growing up as a child. But he did it. Proudly pulled out the paper, and showed me. \u201cIra is here and asking me to type.\u201d Not an exact quote, there. But he wrote something like that. Lucidly. <\/p>\n

\"Dad<\/a><\/p>\n

I was pretty impressed, and I told him so. We sat there, and talked. He filled me in, about how he had just moved over here to Simon\u2019s home. Over Thanksgiving, he told me, was when they asked him. Canada\u2019s Thanksgiving was way last month. The family gathered, over where he was staying, at Eunice\u2019s house. And Simon asked him. Would you consider coming over to our house for a while? David and Eunice are going to need to get ready to have church, in their home. You could come and stay with us, over that time. And the big question from Dad was this. \u201cDid they ask you to ask me?\u201d \u201cNo, no,\u201d Simon said. \u201cWe just thought we\u2019d ask you on our own, to come, and stay a while.\u201d That was a big deal, to Dad, right there, that no one asked him to leave from where he was. <\/p>\n

Kathleen asked me to stay for supper. Sure, I said, if you have enough to go around. \u201cIt won\u2019t take much, to make more soup for one more person,\u201d she said, smiling. So I agreed. And soon Simon came in, from doing his chores. I thought I had sent a message, I told him, just like I had told all the others. Apparently it didn\u2019t get through. I\u2019m sorry. It was no problem with anyone, though. They were just glad to see me. Dad beamed and beamed and smiled. <\/p>\n

The table was set, and they made room for me. Dad was trundled in, on his wheelchair, at the end of the table. I sat beside Simon and his children. After silent prayer, the soup was passed around. I ladled out a full plate full. And it was all good. We sat there, and ate and talked. After supper was over, I sat with Dad again, back in his little space. We talked. And I told him. I\u2019ll come back around tomorrow, probably in the afternoon. <\/p>\n

The next morning dawned, and it was a different feel, in the wind. November. I walked out to my car, to drive out to the family. And I haven\u2019t felt it that strong, not since I was fifteen years old. The feel and smell of the fall. The November winds were blowing in, pretty hard, from the northwest. And I felt it, what I felt in the cornfields, as a young man. We husked corn by hand, in a wind such as this. We smelled the fall, the winter coming in. It took me back, that morning, and those winds. <\/p>\n

And the day just came at me, and I walked into it. First, it was out to the Gascho farm. My niece, Edna, opened a little bakery, there, earlier this year. After she waded through unbelievable amounts of red tape. It\u2019s a beautiful little place, just south of the house, with a retail store on the front. Country Flavour-Rites, it\u2019s called. There\u2019s a nice big sign out by the road. She\u2019s open on Fridays and Saturdays, only. I mean, a little bakery, right out there in the country. And she\u2019s making it work. Her first-year sales exceeded her business plan by a good bit. I got there, and she proudly showed me around. In the back, where they do the baking, it\u2019s all set up with commercial equipment, and a big multi-level baking stove. And the stuff she sells up front, well, it\u2019s mouth-watering, all of it. And not that healthy for you, I\u2019m sure. She\u2019s got the old Wagler entrepreneurial spirit, that\u2019s what she has. I hung around for an hour or so. A steady stream of customers came and went. <\/p>\n

On over east, then, to Eunice\u2019s home. She smiled and smiled in welcome. They had heard that I was around, the night before, at the school meeting. I\u2019m telling you, word gets around, in an Amish community, simply by word of mouth. Nothing goes on, that doesn\u2019t get told. It\u2019s pretty interesting, that little fact. I sat and drank coffee. They were doing the Saturday cleaning. The men trickled in, too, from the work outside. Eunice invited me to come back for dinner (lunch), and I agreed. Now, for a little run around the community. <\/p>\n

For the noon meal, we all sat around a large table. It was quite a table full of people. We ate and laughed and talked and chattered. Just caught up. I left, then, to drive around a bit. Simon had told me. After dinner, Dad always takes a little nap. He usually gets up around 2:00 or 2:30. I still had some time. So I headed over to town, and walked into the little flower shop on the west side of the square. The place smelled just as lovely as I\u2019d remembered. I want a single red rose, I told the nice lady. She smiled and wrapped it for me. I paid her, and headed out to visit Mom. <\/p>\n

It was cold and cloudy, that day. But the rain had stopped. I climbed over the wooden fence and walked to where Mom now lives. The soft earth that had been piled above her was flattened out, now. It was wet and cold and hard. I stooped, and placed the rose on the ground. I didn\u2019t speak to her. Just stood there with my back hunched to the bitter northwest November winds. And remembered how it was that day when we brought her to this place. <\/p>\n

It was shortly after 2:00 when I pulled in to the place where Dad was. The dog barked savagely at me again. Ah, shut up, dog, I said good-naturedly. I walked in. Dad had just gotten up. He was sitting at his desk, typing. And I sat there on a chair beside him. And for the next three hours, we just sat and talked, me and my father. <\/p>\n

They had told me. He tends to repeat himself, circle back to the same old stories. He must have been well-rested that day, because he didn\u2019t do much of that at all. And we talked about a lot of things. The stuff he had seen, in his lifetime. His writing. \u201cI have to stay busy, doing something,\u201d he said. \u201cI\u2019m sure thankful that I can write, yet.\u201d The second book was just published. He\u2019s about halfway through the third book. That\u2019s when he moved his family up to Aylmer. I sure hope he gets that book done. He has every intention of doing so, of course. But he told me. \u201cI\u2019m ninety-three. My time won\u2019t be long, here.\u201d Yes, I said. Just keep right on writing, for as long as you can. <\/p>\n

We talked about what it was, to care for him. Make sure you appreciate the family you\u2019re staying with, I said. There\u2019s a lot of time and effort, every day, to care for you. He looked off into the distance. \u201cYes,\u201d he said. \u201cYes, I know that.\u201d<\/p>\n

We talked about a lot of other things, too, most of which will stay between me and him. But I brought it up, there toward the end. I had heard. He kept telling others. He had some issues with my book. I can\u2019t understand why Ira treated me like that. And I asked him. What hurt you in the book? He smiled a little shyly, and tried to change the subject. But I persisted. I want to talk about it. Tell me. <\/p>\n

And he told me, and his issues will stay between me and him, too. But I told him. I was just trying to tell the story honestly. No one\u2019s perfect. We\u2019re all flawed. And I asked him. Who in the book did I treat the worst? He didn\u2019t say anything. It was myself, I said. I treated myself the worst of anyone. I took the blame, for all the wrong I did. I don\u2019t know if he understood what I was saying, or if he\u2019d ever considered that point of view. But he seemed to accept it. <\/p>\n

I had thought about it, the night before. Something was different about the way he looked. And that afternoon, it came to me. He was on a wheelchair. And he was dressed in some kind of pajama bottom, with a regular shirt. And he wasn\u2019t wearing galluses. I had never, never seen my father like that before. Not wearing galluses. Small little point there, I know. But still, it seemed so odd to me. That\u2019s what age brings, I guess, to a man like my father. All his life, he’d judge you, if you weren’t wearing galluses. Now, he’s too old to care. <\/p>\n

And I asked him. Have you been to visit Mom, yet? He shook his head. \u201cShe\u2019s not here, anymore,\u201d he said simply. I know, but someone needs to take you to visit her, I said. And he agreed. We talked about the tombstone, too. It\u2019ll be set up next spring, he thought. \u201cI want it to be made of something that will last,\u201d he said. \u201cSomething that won\u2019t just fade in a few years.\u201d Yes, I said. That\u2019s a good idea. Make sure you get something of good quality. <\/p>\n

Simon and Kathleen fixed a little snack for coffee break. We all sat around the table, drinking coffee and eating cookies. That was about the only time I got any real visiting done with Simon. And he told me. He had gone to Solomon Herrfort\u2019s funeral, last year when he died. I was all interested in that. Sollie lived in a real poor community in Hillsboro, Wisconsin. He was a known oddity there, too. Simon claimed the man would never ride in any vehicle, not even in a buggy. He walked everywhere, didn\u2019t matter how far it was. And when he got old and too weak to get anywhere, they hired a driver to take him to his other son\u2019s home, to stay a while. When they got there, Sollie realized he had forgotten something, back at the house he had just moved from. Maybe his wallet, I don\u2019t know. And the man turned and walked the five miles back to where he had just come from, to fetch what he had forgotten. You can\u2019t make up a story like that. <\/p>\n

I visited with Dad a while, then. He was all excited. The next day, Sunday, they were having Big Church over in the district where Eunice lives. And Simon was taking Dad over, after lunch. So he could participate in communion. Yes, that\u2019s great, I said. I\u2019m glad you can go. It was time to head on, soon. And Simon told me. I was welcome to stop by tomorrow morning, on the way out. To just see Dad for a few minutes, and drink some coffee. I\u2019ll do that, I said. <\/p>\n

Rosemary was getting back home late that afternoon, so I planned to head over there for supper. And that\u2019s where I went. She had just arrived. An eighteen hour trip, that\u2019s how long it takes to get to northeastern Maine from Aylmer. And back from Maine. You must be real tired, I told her as we hugged. She would have none of that. \u201cCome in, come in, so we can visit,\u201d she said. And I sat there on the couch as she flitted about, unpacking and making supper. It\u2019s a welcome place, her house. And after a fine meal, we just sat around and visited. They don\u2019t get all my blogs, she told me when I asked. Just one here and there. They got the one about Mom, of course. And the one about Abby. And she asked if I could send her the one about Uncle Ezra<\/a>, from last spring. She had heard that one of Ezra\u2019s children had made a comment about it to someone. \u201cIra didn\u2019t quite get everything told right.\u201d I gaped. How in the world did those people ever get hold of my blog? I asked. They’re hard core plain. How in the world would they even find out about it? \u201cI don\u2019t know,\u201d Rosemary said. \u201cI guess someone gave them a copy. You could think that someone would.\u201d I was pretty stunned. Sure, I\u2019ll mail you a copy when I get home, I told her. <\/p>\n

And I got scolded a little bit, too, sitting there. I wrote something that wasn\u2019t true, in the blog about Mom\u2019s funeral. Edna made sure to track me down for that. Good-naturedly, of course. I wrote that there had never been any graveside singing in Aylmer before they sang for Mom, that day. That wasn\u2019t true. It had happened before, at least twice. Right here, in Aylmer. Oh, my, I said, trying to look ashamed. I didn\u2019t know. I try to be as accurate as I can, in my writings. I\u2019ll make that right, with my readers. So that\u2019s what I\u2019m doing right here. <\/p>\n

The next morning, I stopped by to see Dad again, as I was heading out. He was all excited about going to church that afternoon. We sat and visited, there in his room. Simon brought me a cup of coffee, and some tarts from Edna\u2019s bakery. Dad and I just chatted. \u201cDo you want a copy of my book?\u201d He asked, almost shyly. \u201cI\u2019ll sign it for you.\u201d He had already mailed me a signed copy, back when it came out. But I didn\u2019t let on. Of course, of course I want a signed copy, I said. I would be very honored. He showed me where they were, and I dug out a copy. He picked up a pen with his stiff and gnarled fingers and laboriously scrawled his name. And a little Bible verse in German. I thanked him sincerely. And after half an hour or so, I made noises to leave. I\u2019m going now, I said. \u201cWell, thanks for coming,\u201d he told me. We shook hands. \u201cCome back and see me again,\u201d he told me. I will, I said. And then I left him. <\/p>\n

And I thought things over, as I headed for home. My father is in the winter of his life. And he\u2019s at the dusk of that winter. I look at where he is, and where all he\u2019s been, in his life. And I don\u2019t ever want to get to where he is right now. I don\u2019t ever want to reach the shrouded, foggy fields of that dusk in winter. I hope the Lord calls me home, long before I ever reach those fields. And I think He will. I\u2019ve always felt it, sensed it, deep down. I will never grow old. Got no rhyme or reason to believe that, except I\u2019ve lived a pretty hard and intense life. I\u2019ve seen things, felt things. I have absorbed the savage tides of life, all the way, inside. There is a cost for all that, I think. It wears the body down. Whatever. I don\u2019t want to be clinging to life, not when there\u2019s no one there to care for me. I don\u2019t want to live until I\u2019m a hundred years old. Or anywhere close to that. I want to be gone. I want to be called home to a better place. <\/p>\n

It all is what it is, I guess. For all of us. We\u2019ll stay, until we are called home. Because life is a rare and precious and beautiful thing. And that means all of life. It was for Mom, right up to her lingering last days, and those final brutal hours. Maybe those weren\u2019t beautiful, at least not from where we are, or how we see it. But still. Those last brutal hours were life. <\/p>\n

And life is a rare and beautiful thing for my father, too, I think, as dusk settles and the darkness closes in around him. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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